The cares of life which had chocked out my life would be vigilantly deposed. I was never going to go through a battle like that more than once I thought. Yeah right… I had seen all three aspects of the parable of the sower first hand and failed miserably at each one. Boy, what a mess I had made of things. The stories of Peter were what comforted my thoughts for months. If Peter could get through this then I could.
I set my determination on full throttle and stepped out into the unknown plans of God. Luke 8: 4 -15 became a standard reading in my daily life as I learned at the Spirit’s side. Again and again we faced the misunderstanding of the word or the scorching heat of the sun of life which withered my steadfastness. The chocking which made me unfruitful in the past had become a trigger which set off an explosion of warfare to keep me steady on my spiritual feet.
God desired me to be fruitful and I demanded the desire of God to manifest in my life. Lesson upon lesson was played out in the days that followed, training me in the goodness as well as the faithfulness of God. Those lessons spread into today and every new day. His mercies are new every morning. I would not walk away again! I had given my heart and would not take it back or deny Him my all.